Thursday, September 5th, 2002
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10:01 am
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The BlackCat is back. Boy I was away a long time. About to go eat breakfast now so not much time to say a whole lot but I will try to keep this going more.
I read all the comments left from when my cat passed on. Thank you to those who left heartfelt comments. It meant a lot to me to come back and read that.
BlackCat
current mood:  hungry
current music: Lifehouse - Breathing
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Saturday, March 10th, 2001
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10:26 pm
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I finally found a look I am happy with for now. I just cannot stand to leave anything half done. That is both a good and bad quality for a webdesigner to have. Good because you can get the job done, bad because a website is never truly finished. It is always half done. LOL.
=^..^= BlackCat2
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Monday, November 13th, 2000
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7:52 pm
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I lost one of my best friends today. His name was Fuzzy Face but his nickname was Puddy. I had him for at least nine and half years and he was my world. I am not sure how I am going to adjust to him being gone...
I know he is okay and he was fairly old at ten years of age but I will still miss him and it does not ease the pain of his passing.
He was easily the largest cat I have ever had with a head the size of a grapefruit that could knock you over when he rubbed on you. He weiged a whopping 32 pounds at his best.
He was only about six pounds when he died. I got two opinions and could not find anything wrong and they suggested putting him to sleep but I could not do that. I took him home to be with me when he died. He hated being at the vets and I did not want his last memory to be there...
He walked into the bathroom this morning and wanted to be in our bathtub which is where he always loved to be..
I had to help him get in there he was so weak. I knew it was time and that I would not be tucking him in tonight before bed. I was right. He died peacefully in his favourite place in the whole house...
I will miss him forever.....
current mood:  sad
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Sunday, November 5th, 2000
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1:42 am
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I just am finding that I don't know if I have the strength to continue in cat rescue anymore. I try to remember the good things about it but it gets so hard. I just lost another one of the feral kittens to the road just now. It is a small consolation that at last I was able to touch him..real small. My grief is killing me and the tears are blinding and my chest area hurts and I can hardly breathe....
I just wonder if I should give up...Maybe if I had not been feeding him he would not have stayed here and then would not have gotten hit. Maybe this is just my pain talking...I really don't know.
=^..^= Heidi
current mood:  confused
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Monday, October 30th, 2000
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11:14 pm
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Tharn is such a good cat. I honestly don't know how someone can abuse a cat much less this one in particular.
Now that he has learned again to trust he is fitting right in with my small clan. Not only I am given the pleasure of his rubs and head butts but so are the other homeless cats/kittens that come to me for food, care, and eventually a real home.
I am getting too attached to this one. Not many people would look at him and think he was beautiful because he is odd looking, his fur sticks out in spots etc. I just have to take one look into those amber eyes though and I see the real beauty.
The beauty is that this cat can have been so mistreated and still learn to love and trust again. I am glad our souls crossed paths. I have a feeling he is going to end up staying with me one way or another.
=^..^= BlackCat2
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current mood:  optimistic
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Wednesday, October 25th, 2000
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11:36 pm
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About a month ago I had this black striped gray and white cat come into the yard. He had no meow although he tried to and looked to be in very bad shape. He also would not come near any of us except the other cats.
Well just now he let me pet him and I mean really pet him. I was a bit wary as he could lash out at any minute. My suspicion is that he was abused and badly. Since he won't go near my husband still I am assuming it may have been a man who did it.
It was one of the most wonderful things and my heart is so full. He would lean against my leg just above my ankle with his front shoulder when he wanted me to pet him again. It is times like this when the hard parts of cat rescue dim in my mind and I remember one of the reasons I started doing this in the first place..
=^..^= BlackCat2
current mood: rejuvenated
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Thursday, October 19th, 2000
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7:16 pm
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I am so depressed right now. I tried to save her but she was feral and I could not catch her. I had come to love her though all sleek and black, like me. Now she is dead. Someone hit her this morning or this afternoon. I still have two of her babies with me. I am still in shock right now as I just found her dead by the side of the road. I suppose I will cry tomorrow.
=^..^= BlackCat2
current mood:  depressed
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